Why do people write journals when they totally don't have any ideas about what said journal should be?
It's a question I ponder about recently, and the conclusion I came to is pretty simple - that's exactly the reason why they do so, because maybe they don't know what to write about, but when you write, it just goes somehow and suddenly you have kinda much text already, and hey, wasn't it that just a moment ago you completely didn't have any ideas?
Yes. Too much time in my hands leads to simple and pure stupidity.
So why won't I read if I have so much time?

I have problems with replying. Like, seriously. Write to me and if I answer within 3 months, then you're lucky. But why is that? What exactly is my problem, huh? >>

I so much missed using English I think I might cry any moment now.
But wait, that's not such a good idea, not with my eyes, not now. Maybe when I cure them a and see clearly again, with BOTH eyes, I'll cry for all I want. Now it hurts, goddamnit. Why tears have salt in them? That's so unfair. Allergy is unfair. Everything is fucking unfair.
Anyroads, the time is passing by and I'm a pro at wasting it.


Would like to do something creative and artistic. Why is that that I'm deprived of talents?
_{maybe apart from making an idiot out of myself, but, well, is it really necessary to have a special talent to do so?}